I'm NOT a Good Person, is That so Wrong?

Hyaho! It's me again~ Supposed to write another episode of me being in Japan two month ago, but my current activities prevent me from writing a detailed article--oh well, we can just called it a "writer block"
After everything slow down at mid-July, I think I wouldn't be able to continue my "Japan Visit" series. So, for anyone who had read it and waiting for the next, I deeply apologize *bow*

Today's post is basically a random thought of mine. I mean, when someone get really busy, they tend to get panicked easily, thus creating a lot of problem for themselves and everyone around. So, in order to keep calm and not creating more problem, a person like me must find a place to vent their inner thought.

And that place is this blog.

Hahaha. I don't know if anyone ever feel like this, but there's a time when I feel that the harder I try, the less I earn for it. No. I'm not talking about money or stuff like that. Err... how do I explain this--maybe it's almost the same with making no progress at all. I try so hard but everything turned wrong. In the end, people will simply said that I'm not good enough. They said that I'm just a slacker who simply ride on someone else's hardwork.

It's hurt when people look at you that way. Especially, when you already giving your all into something.

But if the result is not good, then it really is not good. I just have to sucked in everything and start all over again.

But one thing I do not understand is: does the result of my work had anything to do with whether I'm a good person or a bad person? I mean, what is the standard of a good person anyway? I never think I'm a good-hearted person, but does that make me a person who can't do their job?

Yes, I'm a bad person. But I worked hard to be good. Is that what you called two-faced?

Is it so wrong to admit that you're not good enough, and trying to be better?


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