EMPTY

Lately I feel so empty it gives me anxiety.
Feels like everything I do is meaningless.
Almost feels like dying slowly, but not really.
The insomnia is coming back, but not because there's too much things in my head.
It because... there is nothing.
I tried to think frantically, but there is really nothing.

I'm afraid of emptiness.
It's hard to breath.
Feels like I'm losing connection with reality.
Like being dumped into a chaos of emptiness.
It's scary.

I'm scared of losing emotion.
I'm afraid of losing myself.
At times like this, I wish the monster will come.
At least there is something.

I'm desperately want to get away from this emptiness.